So, my sacral chakra has struggled to function properly for as long as I can remember. I didn't know what that meant, and especially how to work through it until quite recently. It's been at least 4 years since I realized that it was one of the most significant symptoms I experienced regularly in both the physical and energetic portions of my existence. It has been two, since I became aware of methods with which to restore function and balance to this energy point that I have. I have expended much of my effort in discovery of what beliefs have caused this chakra to resonate at a frequency other than it's optimum.
It seems that as long as I made it my focus (and my frustration) to work, work, work on that "imbalance" within my energy body... I could chip pieces off of the "block", but just couldn't find my way to the root thought and emotions that settled there in contrast to the vibration that would allow my energy to flow freely through this chakra...., up until now.
Things seriously do manifest quickly, once we set an intention and do not falter in our belief that Source Energy has everything we need, and we are Source Energy, therefore, everything we need is inside us... including the answer to the burning question I had for all those months, "Why can I seem to do no more than peel a layer off of this particular area of my life?", and it's partner "What am I missing, or blocking or hiding from my conscious mind and how do I get to it?". I was on a quest, and many times I felt as if this would be one of the most important discoveries of my life.
Of course, as often happens for me, as soon as I let go of the feeling that I had to "work" for the answers, realizing I just had to allow the memory to flow into my remembrance, things began to quickly line up. People, places and things arranged themselves in such a way, and with such perfection of harmony and timing that I felt like the Universe had created a Symphony just for me today. It was one of those pointed moments that when you have them, you just know that you will not forget that day.. it will be highlighted forever.
It really was as if I was systematically building a house, not demolishing it; this process of discovering the root of it. Foundationally, I studied the energy body, chakras, Qi, and a bit of Reiki. This gave me the knowledge basis with which to diagnose the symptoms I suffered from on all levels of my being in regard to this issue. Understanding the basics now of what the function of the energy body is, and how it behaves when out of balance, known as "blocked", I set an intention to remember what it was or discover what it is that clogs up this chakra point. At first, I was so excited to actually be able to understand why my lower back and legs always felt tense, if not completely twisted up in pain, that I became focused and vigilant about "fixing" this. That is what I do.
When "the bell goes off in my head", and I realize a truth, I am often driven to evaluate my perception system around that truth. To ascertain how closely my vibration is aligned with that truth, and this is what happened here, with my Root Chakra. Once the initial pieces of information were processed, I began to put together the story, or memory, of what beliefs I had that slowed the natural flow of energy through that point. Saying that actually reminds me.... I didn't really do all that much - I just became open to the solution, and things lined up to create it... because that's all we ever need to do.
We confuse things with all of our efforts sometimes. We only need to trust that all of the answers are within us, set our intentions with gratitude and faith and allow them to manifest. After all, the formula never changes.... Thought + Emotion = Belief. Beliefs, impressed into The Law (that facet of Source Energy which manifests form from belief) become things. It's always the same. It always works. Where humanity gets confused with this is in trying to create, having 2 out of 3 factors in the equation. Many of us attempt to set a thought into law that they do not actually feel the truth of emotionally. The formula is not complete unless you have Belief.... Feeling nor Idea without one another do not create belief. One must be able to embrace the emotion behind their thought to have an intention plugged properly into the source system, if they want to manifest the things they desire.
So... ironically - our lesson in Foundations class yesterday was all about the affirmation. It should be noted that I did not really delve into this lesson fully because I had already done both of the first two classes in this series... so my homework just needed to be updated to today's perceptions. Because of my quest, I have scoured the internet for information that will shore up what I know in my heart to be the truth. Earlier in the week I had found Teal Scott's interview on YouTube with someone and during it she shared about how hard it was for her to "swallow" affirmations regarding self-love when she was introduced to it. She used the concepts in Dr. Imoto's work with affirmation/vibration and ice molecules to combat this. Instead of speaking the affirmations to herself, which she was finding ever more difficult, she spoke them into the water. Then, she drank it. She called it "going through the back door". When I saw this I remember thinking, "I wish I had known about that when I was in that same place in my journey." I didn't have a resentment feeling, like you would when you envy someone finding an easier road than you. But I wondered "why now, why not then" at the time. Sure enough, there was an individual in our class who could not even utter the words of an affirmation to themselves, and I was able to share the tool with the class, including them. It was such a blessing to be able to transfer that knowledge to others so quickly after grasping it.
Finally, this morning was the explosion in my head that clicked. I subscribe to 11:11 Awakening Code on Facebook, and the theme for the week is affirmations.... and today up popped the Sacral/Root chakra, with affirmations... and there it was:
"I belong here. I am a part of the tribe."
... and it resonated with me so intensely, that I knew it was the root issue in my blockage. I began to recite these two sentances... and already I'm feeling a lessening in the constant pressure in my lower back.
This may look easy on the outside, because of the smiles on the faces of those who have chosen the path of awakening/enlightenment/healing. Do not be fooled. This internal work is the most intense journey I've ever been on.... but the smile comes from knowing that the work pays off in joy, bliss, contentment, and a feeling of connection like nothing I have ever embarked upon in my more than half a century on this planet.
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